My heart skipped a moment!!!
I looked again and again and again – three consecutive times did I look into the mirror before me.
I was surprised as Miss Surprise.
I never looked like what the HolySpirit told me. Did I?
I never looked like that image of God glorified, sanctified and anointed for a manifestation or whatever next He could have said. Did I?
Wait!! Did He lie to me or perhaps he just unveiled the truth to me?
That hidden truth about who I am?
That hidden truth about who Abba had made me?
That hidden truth my soul’s being longing for as the deer, longing for the waters.?
I thought so loudly as the war drums beaten before an assembly of soldiers readily prepared for the Red-rider, the artifacts in my room couldn’t help but dance along in joy. What could this be?
I knew the HolySpirit wasn’t a liar. I knew He is my helper. I had to battle with my sentiments and wimps
Finally, I accepted the reality of the illumination I had received from the HolySpirit.
I came into conclusion,
That I may not look like it
But I am it.
The I AM had spoken.
Low self-esteem had consumed me from the inside out. I guess I was enchanted by the magic of a low self-esteem, until I found out the carnage it was causing me.
A prematured carnage indeed!
Thank God that I’m freed as a bird out of the snare of the Fowler,
I am who God says I am,
I am what He says I am, and
I can do what He says I can do!
It’s a no more to a low self-esteem